Showing posts with label music. Show all posts
Showing posts with label music. Show all posts

Monday, January 12, 2015

"If I had a Heart" by Fever Ray


I'm studying runes right now with my study group (Taking Up The Runes: A Complete Guide To Using Runes In Spells, Rituals, Divination, And Magic), and to get into the official Nordic spirit I've been watching the History Channel's The Vikings.  It's about farmer/explorer Ragnar Lothbrok and his family and clan.  It begins with the raid of Lindisfarne in 793, beginning what is known by some as the Age of the Vikings.

It's a great show, and from what I can tell from my limited knowledge of Scandinavian culture and civilization, pretty accurate.  It's brutal at times, but so were the Northmen.

And this odd, ethereal piece by Swedish pop band Fever Ray makes the perfect song for the opening credits.

This will never end 'cause I want more.
More, give me more, give me more.
This will never end 'cause I want more.
More, give me more, give me more.
If I had a heart I could love you.
If I had a voice I would sing.
After the night when I wake up
I'll see what tomorrow brings.
If I had a voice, I would sing,
Dangling feet from window frame.
Will I ever ever reach the floor?
More, give me more, give me more.
Crushed and filled with all I found,
Underneath and inside,
Just to come around.
More, give me more, give me more.
If I had a voice, I would sing.

Friday, July 25, 2014

Pagan Blog Project – week 30 – O#2 – Oracular Spectacular



Pagan Blog Project – week 30 – O#2 – Oracular Spectacular

When it comes to oracles and divinatory methods, people have dozens and dozens of options.  Tarot cards probably come to mind most often, but there are also runes, the ogham, and oracle cards.  You can scry with crystals, water, or fire.  You can watch birds or read tea leaves. 

Many years ago I was surprised to find that some people came up with their own oracular or divinatory methods.  There is indeed power and energy behind something like tarot or tasseomancy, but a self-made oracular system can also tap into those same external and internal energies.

A few years ago I came up with something I call “Oracular Spectacular.”  I started with a large jar decorated with magical symbols and sigils.  Next I printed off lyrics from my favorite songs.  Some of the songs were ones that I had loved for years, and some of them were ones that meant a lot to me at the time of the jar’s creation.  I took my favorite lines from the song (or in some cases, the whole song) and cut them out in words, phrases, or verses.  All of these slips of paper went into the jar (along with a generous splash of glitter for extra magic and ooomph!)

I have a little method and ritual I usually do every time I use Oracular Spectacular.  I shake the jar a pre-decided number of times and I recite a little incantation.  When I first started using this oracular system, I was shocked at the immediate results I received.  But I shouldn’t have been surprised at all.  Picking songs and lyrics that held a particular significance to me, as well as intention, trust of the cosmos, and my own inner mental and emotional situations created an incredibly powerful combination of power.  The Oracle draws from one’s own energy, as well as tapping into the cosmos, and it’s incredibly effective and meaningful.

This system is very easy to use.  You can use it every night, or every morning.  You can use it before an important event, or just when you have the need for some advice or guidance.  There is no limit.  It’s not a lengthy, time consuming process.  There is no set-up, preparation, or clean-up.  Whenever the urge comes to you, you can consult the Oracle, and get your answer.

I would consult Oracular Spectacular with specific questions a lot of the time.  I’d ask my question and draw the Oracle, and if I needed clarification, I’d draw a second.  If it was still confusing or I was dissatisfied with the answer, I’d ask a different question or put the Jar away for a different time.  Some systems let you keep on asking and asking and asking, but this one definitely has its limit.  If you ask too much, the system gets muddled and confusing, and I feel as if the answers lose their honesty.

Or, of course, you could just ask generic questions.  “What should I know about today?  What should I know about this morning?  How will I do on the test?  What should my focus be right now?  What should I know about my relationship with this person?”  There really are no limits on the questions you could ask when consulting an Oracle like this.

After I’ve consulted the oracle I either paste the slip of paper in my book of shadows or my journal, or I put it back in the jar.  It really depends on my intuition at the moment.  Sometimes I know deep down that the Oracle has spoken, and that particular slip of paper needs to not return to the jar.  But sometimes I’ve gotten a strong sense that the Jar wasn’t done with that particular message, and so back into the Oracle it goes.

I used to use this system a lot, but recently I’ve been studying the runes and the Greek Alphabet Oracle, so my attention has been diverted.  It’s hard for me personally to devote much time to too many divination systems and methods.  I tend to focus on two or three (tops!) at a time.

When I have a new favorite song (or remember an old one that has come back to me with new meaning) I add those lyrics to the jar, too.  Repeat songs and lyrics are also okay.  That way the jar is always being refreshed and renewed, and it will never run out of lyrical and oracular options (in theory.) 

I’ve seen lots of self-made oracular and divination systems over the years, and I’d encourage my readers to explore devising their own systems as well.  I still rely heavily on my tarot cards, but there’s no reason why a witch can’t have many tools in her box!  Plus, exploring divination systems can be a lot of fun, and making one of your own can be a good exercise of imagination, as well as an expression of inner will and power.

And of course, if you come up with or already have your own system, share it here!  I’d love to see what all of my cosmic brothers and sisters are coming up with!

Until then, clear skies!

Friday, February 21, 2014

Pagan Blog Project – week 8 - D#2 – Dead Can Dance



Pagan Blog Project – week 8 - D#2 – Dead Can Dance

Dead Can Dance is an “English-Australian neoclassical dark wave band” that has been around since 1981. Drawing influences from all of the world and throughout history, this band can be great for ritual or devotional practices.

I was first introduced to this band in high school and I’ve been a fan ever since. Lisa Gerrard’s vocals are hard to forget, and Brendan Perry has his moments as well. Currently they have about eight studio albums and a few live albums and other projects. My favorite album of theirs is Into the Labyrinth, which contains some heavy Dionysus and Ariadne content.

There’s a lot more I can ramble on, but I’ll just let the music speak for itself. 

  

Friday, January 3, 2014

Pagan Blog Project - Week One - A - Arcade Fire (or, "Hey, Orpheus!")


 Pagan Blog Project - Week One - A - Arcade Fire (or, "Hey, Orpheus!")

(I promise this is a Pagan post. Just trust me on this one, please!)

Art is often divinely inspired. Artists, writers, and musicians are smiled upon by the muses and then magic happens. Or maybe they’re tapping into a social zeitgeist, picking up on cultural trends and energies in some type of Jungian, archetypal sense. Maybe they give us what we need, or maybe we give them the stuff they need to sing about. But it doesn’t really matter what happens because we all know that something happens, and that when it happens, it can be very beautiful and meaningful and life-changing.

I feel this way about Arcade Fire.

I first heard them back in 2006/2007 and didn’t really pay much attention at first. As a DJ at a college radio station I was hearing a lot of stuff, some good, some bad. I liked Arcade Fire, but I didn’t love them.

We bought their album Funeral in 2007, after I had graduated from college, initiated into a coven, got married, and was preparing to move across the country and start a new life. And while funerals usually mark the end of a life, for me this album marked so many new beginnings. As they say, "out with the old and in with the new!"

The sound and feel of the music captured the energy of a youthful innocence I was leaving behind but still wanted to cling to, but the lyrics tapped into something deeper. I had just stumbled into Gnosticism, reading Freke and Gandy, and listening to Joseph Campbell documentaries.  


Arcade Fire was telling me to not close my eyes, to not give in, to not sleep, to WAKE UP and to REBEL. This hip indie band provided a soundtrack for me as I was leaving behind immature thoughts and feelings on religion and beginning to glimpse behind the veil.

Their next album was a blur to me. I like it, sure, but the songs are a jumble, which is how my life was at the time. For many years I had no real direction, no devotion or religious practices.  


I was just fluttering along, shallow like one might imagine a neon bible to be, whatever that is. Then before I knew it, I was nearing 30, dissatisfied with my job, thinking about buying a house, getting a car, going back to school, setting down roots, starting a coven…  


Domesticity had set in, and as a 20-something neo-Pagan, I had a lot of contradictions to reconcile between my traveling, restless heart and a stable, All-American life.

REFLEKTOR came out this fall and my mind has been blown in a way that I didn’t think was possible anymore. I thought I had bought this album out of loyalty, but I think it’s more than just that. I think it’s because Arcade Fire has been able to provide thematic background music to my life, and I think to be able to do such a thing must be divine inspiration. Or maybe it’s just my mind being open to the right things at the right time.

Either way, the Universe provides, doesn’t it?

I had a mini-existential crisis in July after a long summer of ritual and devotional practices. I thought intensifying my religious practices would be a nice thing to do, but I hadn’t quite been ready for the profound ways that constantly practicing magic and witchcraft, engaging in intense study, meditation, ritual, and devotion would open my mind, my life, and change me. It was crazy. At one point I even began to question the nature of reality itself.

“I thought I found a way to enter. It's just a reflector. thought I found the connector. It's just a reflector.” 

Months later I’m still reeling from the experiences of last summer, even though I had been convinced for a while that the magic and epiphanies had dramatically slowed down. But once one gains momentum on these things, it’s hard to slow down. The profound revelation and magic that came to my life this summer hasn't gone away. It's just a little different.  


This town's so strange. They built it to change.

Years ago my husband gave me this lovely Orpheus amulet. When I’d sleep with it I’d have strange dreams, quite unlike my regularly strange dreams. But I haven’t slept with it in a while, and quite forgot all about this Divinely Inspired priest and poet, aside from a brief love affair with the question “Am I Orpheus, or am I Eurydice?” which of course I'm still trying to figure out.

And then one of my favorite bloggers started writing a lot about Orpheus last year…

And one of my Magical Sisters wrote our Circle’s Samhain ritual around Orpheus and his descent, and I had an amazing and upsetting, startling experience that both broke my heart and restored it.


Maybe I forgot all about Orpheus.

  
But he clearly hasn’t forgotten about me. My attention is back on him in a big way, thanks to Arcade Fire. Of course, this might not be without some controversy. Remember that big mess about pop culture Paganism that had been a hot topic in the past year?


But like us, the Gods are always changing, and Orpheus continues to inspire and I’m convinced Arcade Fire has been inspired in a big, big way.

Right now as I finish up graduate school, work hard with my local Pagan groups, continue to doubt in things like evil, time, and reality, Arcade Fire continues to speak to the things that are rattling around in my mind, still calling to me and shouting my name, like a message from the Gods themselves.  


I believe pop music can reflect trends in our society and in our minds, and in our hearts. If we wake up to it, music can speak to us, because the gods are speaking to us all the time. We just need to put on our headphones, crank up the volume, and listen.