Monday, January 1, 2018

Books in 2017

Copy/pasted from my journal.  Please excuse lack of grammar/spelling/punctuation/weird formatting/etc.

- Looking back at books that I read in 2017, like looking back to a year of memories and moments.  Each book bringing back to that time and place.  Here is 2017, a recap:



This year I read about HALF of what I usually read.  What was I doing rather than reading?  Listening to podcasts rather than reading books, not finishing books, and going on dates.  (Oh, and writing a bit, too. But only a bit.)




Version Control by Dexter Palmer
The best book I read all year, no question.  This book was engaging, heartbreaking, wonderful.  Maybe one of my top favorite books of all time.  I could just really relate to the characters, not really to anyone specifically, but in the general “this is reality and I can relate to this” type way. Just a fabulous book.  I actually hated pretty much every character, but that’s part of what I liked about it – the mastery to write a book with entirely unlikeable characters but still create an engaging story. 

The Celtic Twilight by WB Yeats
I was trying to get into Celtic stuff more early in 2017 and Patricia Monaghan talks about Yeats a lot, so I figured I’d read him.  Not my fave, but glad to have read it.  Charming, and good to read a “source material” that’s referenced so many times in other things.  The Celtic thing didn’t really “stick” for me, but I tried.

Trigger Warnings by Neil Gaiman
Fabulous and wonderful and terrifying.  Another book that spoke to me for that time/place where I was when I read it (melancholy and anxious.)  Gaiman continues to be one of my favorite writers of all-time ever, and this book was wonderful.

Letters to a Young Poet by Rilke
A re-read from college.  Fascinating to return to something I read when I was 18 – the age of the “young poet”, and to be the age of Rilke while re-reading it!  Completely different perspective, to read it as a young woman and as a more mature individual.  I could relate to Rilke more, and that makes me feel like maybe I’m doing something right about this whole “adulthood” thing.  I love Rilke so much. I read a lot of his poems this year, too.  I think I should read more of him.  I tend to not enjoy poetry, but he might be my fave poet.

The Red Haired Girl from the Bog by Patricia Monaghan
The first time I started reading this book I did NOT like it.  Meh.  Another travel book of a woman with more money than me!  The envy was strong.  The second time I started reading it, during the winter of 2016 with a lot of ice and snow, I liked it more.  Reading this book in the winter is the way to go.  2017 was another winter of cold, and I finally finished it.  Wonderful.  Really solidified “Ireland” to me in a way I hadn’t quite understood.  Might put it on my “recommended reading list” as a good source on Ireland, Celtic Paganism, and even Christo-Paganism.  This is a really magical book (without being a book about magic.)

Sonnets to Orpheus and Duino Eligies by Rilke
Sigh.  Rilke.  Late in 2016 I met someone who made me want to read poetry and be sad.  So I read a lot of poetry and was sad.  But it was very beautiful. 

The Hellmouths of Brewdley by Tony Burgess
Read because I watched the movie Pontypool many years ago, and wanted to read the book until I realized it was the second in a trilogy.  I do this thing to myself where I have to read every book that goes with every movie, and if it’s in a series, well, then I’m just screwed.  Hellmouths is STRANGE. and FUCKED UP. and SO FUCKING WEIRD.  I liked it, but it’s one of those books that I wonder if I should feel bad for reading it.  Who reads this stuff?  Better yet, who WRITES it?

Curvy Girl Sex by Elle Chase
A sexy book for fat folks who want to feel sexy and be sexy and do sexy things.

Delta of Venus by Anais Nin
So… I LOVE Anais Nin, but she is STRANGE. and FUCKED UP. and SO FUCKING WEIRD.  but her writing is beautiful, but it’s so strange?  another one where I wonder if I should feel weird for liking it so much. but ah, that tragic beauty!

Johnathan Strange and Mr. Norrell by Susanna Clarke
I started reading this book 1843789 years ago, and finally got to it this year, since I wanted to watch the series on Netflix.  Clarke plays the slooooowwww game, but this book really paid off in the end. I liked it, in general, and I’m glad I finally finally made time for it.  The series was very good, too, a great interpretation of the book. Both are really beautiful.

True Porn Clerk Stories by Ali Davis
Short vignettes about working in a video rental store that also rents/sells porn.  Very interesting and also with content that I can relate to, as someone who has worked retail, in a video store, and has done writing for the adult industry. Was not amazing. Going into it I didn’t realize it was basically blog entries that were turned into a book?  (like Waiter Rant, which I read a few years ago.)  at least it was short. Ali Davis makes some attempt at commentary and depth, but it falls short (like the book Orange is the New Black.  Good attempt, at least.)

The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho
I liked this book but I didn’t love it.  I don’t think I’m a huge fan of Coelho, even though a lot of my new agey friends seem to LOVE him.  I think I’m too jaded and too much of a nihilist. It was pretty, but… seriously, life is never this simple.  Coehlo lacks subtlety and nuance.  There is no gray in his world.

The Handmaids Tale by Margaret Atwood
A re-read, since I wanted to watch the mini-series (I never did because of my bad internet connection).  I read this in high school as a young woman who thought “this could never happen!” and then as an adult woman it was scary to think “wow, is this going to happen?”  There’s a scene where she gets up and goes to work and can’t use her cards for anything, because decisions were made literally overnight, and she basically overnight becomes a non-citizen. That was really scary to me. Lots about this book is scary to me. Atwood is amazing.  I read her a lot in college and wonder if I should re-read (like Alias Grace, which I read and loved, which is also a new mini-series, too)

The Botany of Desire by Michael Pollan
One of my pleasures is gastro-history or plant/food anthropology.  I just love this stuff.  (The History of the World in Six Glasses or the book Salt)  I really enjoyed this book, especially the section on cannabis – not because I’m a pothead because I’m not, but because I’m really excited about the plant medicine possibilities with cannabis, both as a witchy person and as a psychotherapist.  There’s a lot of stuff here! Other sections included potatoes, tulips, and apples.   (on standby – a book about bacon, a book about butter.)

The Dark Tower III by Stephen King
A re-read from college!  Sometimes I’m just amazed at King’s ability to write SO MUCH about not really anything at all, but like, at the same time to paint this very detailed, complex, alive scene. He’s a master, for sure. Right now I’m in the middle of the 4th book and trying to decide if I want to jump right into #5 or read another fiction maybe look at something for work *yawn*

Temple of Shamanic Witchcraft by Christopher Penczak
Meh!  As part of the Gaia’s Circle special study group.  Didn’t love it, though I do want to give him credit for a few exercises that I did enjoy.  In general I appreciate Chris Penczak, but I don’t adore him. when he’s good, he’s very very good. When he’s bad, he’s problematic and potentially dangerous.  Also, Shamanism just isn’t really my thing…

The Amityville Horror by Jay Anson
A class that I’m glad I got to. Easy to read, short.  The movies are not good. But it did help get me into a spooky mood for Halloween.

This Book Is Full of Spiders by David Wong
I loved loved loved John Dies at the End (the movie was not good.)  This was great.  Really sweet, meaningful, tragic, touching. I have the third in the series on standby.  About this time in 2017 (August?  September?) I was starting to dive deep into Lovecraft/body horror stuff, and this book fit right in.  Ugh. That ending.  Also it was super creepy and gross, without being annoying.

The Dream of Perpetual Motion by Dexter Palmer
Sigh.  <3  I started this book in June, and didn’t finish it until the autumn.  I did not love it as much as Version Control, but I knew that Steve would love it more.  Perpetual Motion is his first novel, and in many ways, it reads like a first novel – bold, poetic, beautiful, strange.  Again, I hated all of the characters, but I appreciate the bold choices he made with his narrative.  A tragic story, and masterfully written.

Andre the Giant: Life and Legend by Box Brown
borrowed from a friend, a short graphic novel.  Like most 80s kids I grew up loving Andre the Giant. was great to learn more about him, and I also remembered how much I adore graphic novels.  (I have some on standby that I really want to get to.)  It was when I read this that I remembered how much I love reading, like, sitting down with a physical book and reading, and not just listening to audible or a podcast or a reading a few pages of something trashy on my phone, but sitting down on my sofa with hot tea and reading.  I’ve resolved to do more of this in 2018 – to intentionally read. 

Tetris: the Games People Play by Box Brown
Another graphic novel.  Another graphic novel that plays off of 80s nostalgia.  Who doesn’t love Tetris?  I play it a lot with my clients.

Necronomicon by HP Lovecraft
Not THE Necronomicon, but a complication of a few dozen Lovecraft short stories and novellas.  This was an inclusion in my trend of Lovecraft/Body Horror.  Also watched the Fly, the Re-animator, and a few other spooky, kooky, and gross movies around this time.  Some of these stories were great, some I just didn’t understand, and some were meh.  I don’t love Lovecraft, but I do really admire the undoubted influence he has had on spooky kids everywhere. Maybe one day I’ll go through and read the ones that weren’t included in this collection, but it was so long, I was happy for the break when it was over. But the thing with short stories and novellas, I guess, is that I can take a break in between narratives (and at that time I listened to Welcome to Nightvale.)

CBT & DBT by James Ashley
Yawn. At some point I thought I needed to take a break from fiction and read a work-related book.  I am a CBT clinician, and I thought I could use a refresher.  This book is poorly done.  The first section is about some basic CBT stuff, which was useful I guess, but wow, the presentation was just super misogynistic.  I resented the examples of “men’s stress is about women cheating or about work” and women’s stress is “being too fat or shopping too much.”  Like, what?  So the examples were super dependent on gender stereotypes.  Yawn!  Also I feel like this perpetuates dangerous stereotypes about who goes to therapy and for which things.  The middle section was basically an overview of different mental illnesses that could be treated with CBT, which was such as weird overview.  Is this book written for clinicians or patients?  Make up your mind, James Ashley!  Also, stuff like this is dangerous because folks start to self-diagnosing, which I have strong feelings AGAINST.  Finally, the last section was about DBT.  I guess?  it was included as an afterthought.  So, in general, it was a decent review, but I found it to be sexist, insulting, and poorly compiled.

Welcome to Nightvale: a Novel by Joseph Fink and Jeffry Cranor
Finally made it about halfway through the Nightvale podcast this October.  I had started it years ago, stopped, started it again in grad school, stopped, and again last December.  I finally stuck with it this year, and I’m all caught up.  Thank goodness!  I really adored this book.  It was sweet, and weird, and filled in a lot of the weird Nightvale lore that I had forgotten or that was never explained over the years.  I can’t imagine it as a stand-alone novel, but maybe?  Also my head canon is still that Nightvale is Alamogordo, New Mexico.  There are quite a few elements of the story that make me feel this way.  (Just like how the story John Dies at the End/This Book of Full of Spiders” makes me think of Lubbock, Texas.

The King in Yellow by Robert Chambers
Another that has been on my list for years and year.  Finally got to it this year, especially after so much Nighvale/Lovecraft/Weirdness.  The first story starts off with a BANG, wow!  From there it’s eehhhh… I hadn’t quite realized that the last part of the book was weird French romance stories about art students in Paris and the prostitutes they were in love with.  So, Chambers’ writing reminds me a ton of Anais Nin, so I kept on expecting the stories to turn weirdly erotic, OR, to become creepy like the first stories in the collection.  (MORE King In Yellow.)  Admittedly, I’m a little sad that neither of these things happened.  BUT, in general, I liked the King in Yellow and glad I finally have that background so I understand the cool jokes the nerds/chaos magicians make.

Daughter of Eden by Chris Beckett
I read Dark Eden two years ago, and Mother of Eden a year ago, both in December.  I really adore this story.  It’s strange and patriarchy and sometimes predictable, but beautiful and interesting.  This was my favorite out of the three, though the first was spectacular.  Given the context of the three books together, the second makes much more sense to me.  A beautiful book, hard to put down, and quite unlike any other sci fi I’ve read.  It’s refreshing to read something science fiction that isn’t “Cold War Fiction.”  (but this one is still rather colonial, in its own way.)

honorable mentions: a lot of Rilke, Yeates, Welcome to Nightvale, and Social Work Podcast, the Tibetan book of the Dead, Goddess Alive!, Alice Isn’t Dead, The Romeo Catchers, the Last Temptation of Christ, and a handful of other books half read and also forgotten

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